Postures 2007: #23 Side One Aunt Martha Your eldest and most brilliant son born with one of his legs comically crooked behind his head squeezing from his forming brain the holy gift of abstract thought did not silence your solo hymning in the High Mass choir at St. Mary's or desiccate your quiet will. So, terminal some years after your husband's death and the beginnings of your second son's computer and familial success, drugged by cancer from the daily tusslings with those movie-bent notions of your eldest, your smiling when my brother told you it would be Christmas in two days and your dying in the 2nd hour of Christmas Day seemed right. I venture angels choired near as your spirit sang through midnight Mass. - - - - - 09-18-07: About a week ago I came upon this poem in one of many manila folders containing writings of mine. As I had forgotten about it, its existence surprised me; and (for whatever reason) I didn't date it. My guess is I wrote in 1989. - - - - - - Brian A. J. Salchert
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
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Monday, February 12, 2007
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Postures 2007 - Overview 2007 043 02 3 1 All 57 of the poems which are presently in Postures 2007 are now up. They are a strange lot. Yet among them are 2 sestinas and 2 odes. Yes, there are sonnets; but there is also an edgy ballad and a sly selection spoken by an animal housed in a museum. That piece has three-line stanzas in which the final words in each line in a given stanza rhyme. Oh, there are, of course, numerous free verse poems. Also, there is one villanelle, and several short pieces which are for children; but the only way the volume coheres is in the variety of stances which can be found in it. Even each of the poems about death has its own posture. [ 2008-06-12 belated note: For familial reasons, a poem I found among my papers was added as #23 of Side 1. This book now has 58 poems. ] - - - - - Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #35 from Side Two "Francis Grey Owl, Walking" Tumbleweed, skeleton of earth, what warriors dance in the airy circlings of your bones? what squaws & maidens cry? - Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #34 from Side Two "Epiphanies" [ "Epiphanies" is a poem based on a true story told to me by a high school bow-and-arrow deer hunter in 1973. It is an attempt by me to vicariously experience his experience. ] Dreaming the blood of deer as the sun dies redder & redder, I kneel with the wind in the corn, set my bow, listen. The leaves barely whisper, my spine knots from the cold; the spaces before me grow small. Crackles! A doe! Her fawn. Fingers, eyes/ tighten; the deer sink in the stalks. What sun I inhaled turns shadow. Then, just to my side, a buck! in this Indian day's last light; & I see him gutted & hanging, his wildness beguiling my tongue, but can only look/ wonder, caught where I can't let go. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #33 from Side Two
"Four for John Ashbery" 1. Erasures Begin with three white nines chalked on a green board: trees / people bowed in a wind; oval nerfs standing on their tails; lasso symbols. Erase to three zeros: stylized eggs; invitations to dive in. Erase to crescents, reeds, parentheses: . ' ' 2. Bones that Speak / Flesh that Reasons Heavy with seeds, this is our garden which--when rains & rays of sun step on--explodes into roots, stems, leaves, blossoms: strictured irregularities that pulse / breathe 3. Passages Winds thread weeds. Bodies thread madness. White-hot deeds. White-hot sadness. Nailed needs. Nailed gladness. Spirits slither. Ignorance stabs. 4. Portrait Every few seconds loud clouds flash their roots of fire, brains crest with inspirations; stars dig in, waiting for arrivals: in the atmospheres of carrion hearts the luck of double rainbows: soles held by earths crossed, heels and toes, relaxing & tightening daring bowels, wander a little, rock: bit by bit, time swallows us; we do not digest well.
[ "Four for John Ashbery" was written when I was using my pen name, Alden St. Cloud. It was published in 1980 on page 37 in Vol. 14 No. 2 & 3 (the fifth season) of Wisconsin Review. I have made some minor revisions to it. - Today is Thursday, August 24, 2006. Brian Arthur Salchert ] ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
Sunday, February 11, 2007
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Postures 2007: #32 from Side Two "Memorandum" The day I learned, a 3-step approach lefthander taught me. Odd. Having watched, and heard, the pros, I should have started sooner, & properly; but I, muddy romantic (a kid determined to wait until his 16th birthday, more into when than how or where or why no matter his supposed desire to be great, holding the ball comfortably before him, his left hand underneath it even though it was just an alley ball & didn't fit right, the smoothness required hard to master, depending so much-- as it must-- on his knowledge of both his own body's characteristics and those of/ the objects of/ his serious play, eyes concentrating on the third arrow, the 1-3 pocket, his distance to the foul line carefully measured, his position, posture, balance checked & set, yet his crucial first step and pushaway entered too hurriedly to create that flow and establish that direction needed/ to carry his ball driving into its target at the height of its power and/ at/ its optimum angle & speed & roll to topple from its forward apex to its 4-pin base the smart triangle of precisely arranged 10 ring-necked pins), foul, gutter; spin naught but the pins of pride to the floor. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #31 from Side Two "To My Student Poets" Tonight the beginning of acorns tonight the sea the sea I am standing before you like the leaves in a wind- rattled tree Yesterday I would have said the dead know but not tonight You have come to me to understand how language moves & you can move it but I can only give you silence Today the beginning of acorns Tonight words grow down [ This poem is for the students in my first creative writing class. It was originally written on 8-31-71/ and revised on 10-3-72. For the revision I used a pen containing red ink. Both the original & the revision are on the front flyleaf pages of a copy of the paperback Contemporary American Poetry, selected and introduced by Donald Hall, and was first published--it is now 9:11pm, and today is Saturday, 8-26-06-- in 1962/ with yearly reprints from 1964 thru 1970, meaning that my copy is from the 1970 reprint batch. The publisher is Penguin Books Inc., 7110 Ambassador Road, Baltimore, Maryland 21207. Donald Hall holds the copy- right. I have chosen to post my revision here. ] [ 2007 042 02 2 7: There will be more about this, and about that night, later. ] ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #30 from Side Two "Between / Within" Rising, falling, the leaves could not quite cross His window's length, and now the wind wrinkled Less and less those spades. There would be dying Even there. He tries to forget that water Closing over her, that torrid distance Through night brightened by the suck and whine of fire. But how? Under what should orange fire Be hidden? Under the weight of a cross? Clenching his pillow to stuff the distance Of total blindness into his wrinkled Eyes, distance to shut away water, Fire, he wrestles with what has no dying Outside of--sleep, hurls his pillow; and dying With the wind, arches over his bed, a fire Himself, choking. Singing beside the water That night, was it so, where neither one could cross, Enter, crumpling toward the ashes, as wrinkled Again, he squirms on his sheet? Distance, Distance? I saw him drop. I know the distance; But the heart? If his body were dying, My senses wouldn't be so lost, wrinkled; But it's mostly his heart which remembers the fire And whatever barrier he did not cross, Yet feels he should have. She used to water That wildflower on our desk. Tom watched her water It often, having brought it a moon's distance After all, for her. He looks at the cross Above it: her gift. Cross, plant: dying Unites them too, now. With no divined fire To keep earth's creatures green, they have wrinkled In their thirst. He rises--as his wrinkled Bedding shows. Shall I follow him: to the water, The North Platte, where that orange fire Sparked the green to black; or any distance? His heart is his, not mine; his dying--. Falling, rising; Tom, Sharon, flower, cross-- Between these a confusing, wrinkled distance Conjures a wall: the water of their dying, And that human kind of fire/ he has yet to cross. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007 #29 from Side Two "November (the Last Day of)" Overcast airs, their warmth, hour into hour, dropping from near sixty to below freezing, all this Sunday long/ siren through our windows as you, Percy Bysshe Shelley, borne to me more heated, more cold, more human/ by one Richard Holmes/ than I ever would have seen, scream across your Adriatic tomb, wrestle with the macabre, elope, divorce, menage, entrance, politicize, and con, and moving by necessity from house to nervous house, moving by whim, by art, explore the end of each new thing, the source, till I am bugged by vessels torn apart and fantasize rare healings, mind in heart. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #28 from Side Two "To Us" [ George Bernard Shaw said that if Man ever hopes to transcend to a higher level he must exercise a heightened "command over himself" and concurrently go to those places where Nature retains "command over Man". - I leave it to you to find his exact words. ] The matter of our beings Spattering into the deadly air; Forests turning inward-- Silent, bare; The movements of our rivers Slowing everywhere: I do not know. Technos, Technos, Pinching out the stars; Butterflies and woollies Beneath our cars: Nothing that we look at Will be ours . . . Who do not know. Sarah, Johnny, Pat, Chalking on a wall, Wonder at the breezes, Why they crawl: Empty is your wisdom If Homo sapiens falls, And does not know. Consciousness encumbered, Knowledge that conceals; Broken eggshells, Broken fields: Oh God of our awareness, We are heels, Who cannot know. Holy, holy, holy, Wholly, wholly, whole, Bodies without number Penetrate each soul: Earth is what we make it, Pole to pole, Who will now know. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #27 from Side Two "20° Breeze" The snow fence crackles like a paper bag [ "20° Breeze" was originally published in Abbey. ] ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #26 from Side Two
"From this high bridge" i drop a stone a duckfoot shape fluttering indian red speckled green a moulting summer tanager in a long slow glide over rapid russet water & stands of cedar a soundless splash of light
------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #25 from Side Two "November trees" scraggly grey emerge through fog arrayed with diamonds ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #24 from Side Two "Registration" [ Explanation: The following is what I call a found poem/ because the content of it is not mine, but the words of one David Max, a student who (some 35 years ago) came to me for registration counseling, which is why the "Registration" title. While there, he asked about how a poem is written. I do not remember my response, or even if I had one; but I decided to listen closely to him, hoping I could somehow use his words--in the exact order he spoke them-- to create an example of how a poem might be written. That is why I kept the 4-letter word in it. Only this poem's form is mine. That is why I chose both his stress-filled words of the moment and also those words he used to reveal a certain more pleasant past. That is why I placed his words on the page as I did, and why I presented our example to him before he left. - The opportunities which foster poems can come at any time from any where; therefore, those who would write poems need to be ever/ ready for them. ] for David Max "Good grief! Not gonna have any time to eat on Thursdays what with all these classes during the noon hour-- shit! Did I really want this schedule? - Took a trip once to Oregon with a friend We spent entire afternoons tromping along rivers not even the rain stopped us-- we ate apples & swam." ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
Saturday, February 10, 2007
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Postures 2007: #23 from Side Two "In the Arcadia High Cafeteria" To the dance of the pots & pans, the chance meetings of the pots & pans, where all the latest gossip's turned & tossed I, with my awkward steps & words, shout to talk and if what I say waltzes right on out there or boogies am satisfied and simply hope my listeners by their sounds & moves can tell me how they feel, can boo or laugh, or silently but well across my brain's gray floor draw patterns with their eyes. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #22 from Side Two "From a third-floor window" two girls making a snowman who will not be made arms quickly formed punched on his body fall off Maybe his eyes if they looked would tell them something but there isn't time and besides he must have arms Not that they want him to hug them but even a snowman fan-twig headdress & all ought to be whole So the chestnut girl prances again into drifts though he will not laugh and the grayish blonde stoops around him though he will not speak And finally after arms & arms they are satisfied and the window seems like a canvas happily painted on For my memory's sake I turn from it but within the hour am back to nothing but bumps of snow my headdress spread on the ground ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #21 from Side Two "For a Marriage" Things human begin; things human end: some in the haze of happenstance; some in the brightness of rite. Today we gather with two to once more grow into one so that shadows shrink in despair as our ages dance into flight. Loves wake on a leaf; hates nod in a hole: each of us birds of day; each of us birds of night. Fingers fidget & grasp in holy anticipation, feeling the real & imagined rings in their charged delight. Lord of hours we think we waste, Lord of moraines & lakes & sky, Lord of beings we fear, Lord of the rude & slight, Lord of labors in & out, Lord of re-creation, bless our joys / bless our pains, and ring this marriage we celebrate with life-fulfilling light. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #20 from Side Two "Newlyweds End-of-Rite Petition" Father, Son, Spirit, Mary, be with us as we walk toward the doors; be with us as we savor the air. Father, Son, Spirit, Mary, be with us when our spirits stomp the floors; be with us when our bodies touch with care. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #19 from Side Two "Wedding Toast" (for Janet and Hiroshi Araoka October 17, 1970) The sun rises; the eagle flies. Husband, wife, Springtime. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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Postures 2007: #18 from Side Two "Recalling Mr. Tabet (1907-1972)" It's been a long while now since my last haircut; it'll be longer still; it was not so long twenty years ago. Sitting, turning, waiting, his fingers/voice (touches I think were gentle; sounds I think were kind, yet cannot bring to my vision), time after time changing me, I grew quiet/ and daydreamed. To the looks in his mirror, the smiles, the simple experience of being there was what I marked, and will ever care to. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert