Postures 2007: #21 from Side One
"Symphony" 1 Sometimes I whistle morning to the sun, great withering light that has no vision of its own; but there is more than sun, more than rivers running wildly through my eyes, as in my shivery skittering sliding over frozen puddles, I think of summer for the numbness in my hands, and of the processes of things. 2 A certain friend of mine is lonely for a wife, and miracles, and a simple life. And I am lonely too. Yet, what is it, purely, to be a sun in winter, a freezing thing scurrying from artificial warmth to artificial warmth, a certain friend of mine? 3 How we tumble through our days, take them all for drumlin stone! Is there not a liveliness, a green, a cycle, for our bodies and spirits? A wind at zero will chase behind my glasses, freeze a tear on them, drift a snow until the only death's in whatever or whoever would brush it off; will whistle, not at the sun, not at anything. But is my whistling, our whistling, such: a sorrowed oboeing or perfect pizzicato on a liquid string, the trembling of which not a man who slithers in this dark has any ears to know? 4 Egg - snake - hawk plankton - fish - squid man - man - dust endless and continuous circle upon circle upon circle violets wink in secret woods and die, elms topple unto the glory of mushrooms; students hide in wool, discussing literature, philosophy, and all the knickknack rednesses over coffee. 5 What is lonely? A certain friend of mine is. If only his desires were a tangible spring. If only we, rashy cymbals, could scintillate to melody. If only. . . . But ripeness needs a reaching out for stars, a digging eye. (The mightiest of our crescendos rumble not nor harden to a mountain but tinkle in the slightest fires, and shiver in the spindly pines; yet ringing where they will, our whistles slice the cycles of this world and we are rare and happy boasts.) But people, problems, periwinkles wholly change upon each chord that measures through an inner air our sense of basses to sopranos and in our calm or wild symphonic lives every movement tenses, heightens, varies to a paradigm; so morning whistled to the sun or evening whistled to the stars, the silences of memories are what define: And then it comes to me, soft yet bold, and I attend its rooted skies. And then it rolls through me, power-souled, and soon my form begins to rise, and I become its heaven's eyes, and where they roam none can divine, none can divine, none can divine.
------- Brian A. J. Salchert
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