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Regarding This Journal       Internal Changes
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 E15


 In spite of certain negatives, the positives here supercede
 what I have found elsewhere, especially for my creative
 projects, of which there will be many more, assuming I am
 granted the time to pursue and complete them.  This entry
 is number 530, and I will not have been here a year until
 November 2nd passes.
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 I am shifting my writings about others to a Blogger blog,
 but what of that is already here will stay here.  I know I
 could begin another journal in AOL space, but I have my
 reasons for not wanting to.  If I ever decide to create a
 third blog, I will do so in yet another location.  There are
 locations I will not venture into as they are too restrictive. 
 That AOL in not forcing me to focus my journal on a 
 specific topic (to belong to a foreign-to-me group) is the
 main reason I thought I might try journaling here a second
 time.  That a female AOL representative convinced me 
 significant improvements had been made here is why I 
 did.  However anyone or any entity views me, I am my
 own group.  I cannot function in an Internet realm which
 refuses to sufficiently accommodate me.  The end of my days
 as a viable human has become such a constant concern in my
 spirit it is as if it is a tangible creature, one that has found a
 rent-free space inside of me; but I am blessedly alive, and if
 no one visited my Sprintedon Hollow I could continue creating
 it in this space, given that this space or something in me did not 
 prevent me from doing so.  Besides, at least two of my entries
 have been linked to: one by a literary site and the other by a
 technology site.  Shortly after I initiated this second journal in
 AOL space/ I ditched the visitor counter because it counted
 me as a visitor.  There persists in me a wry strain of humor.
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 9 of my books of poems are in this journal, plus 2 books
 which are in progress, plus the poems in my autobio entries.




 Paul Hoover on the powers of wonder


Brian A. J. Salchert