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[6-16-2009 Update Insert: Most of what is in this space is now moot. I found out what I was doing wrong and have reinstated Archives and Labels searches. They do work. However, in certain cases you may prefer Labels to Archives. Example: 1976 Today begins in November of 2006 and concludes in December of 2006, but there are other related posts in other months. Note: Labels only shows 20 posts at a time. There are 21 hubs, making 21 (which is for 1976 Today) an older hub.] ********************************* to my online poems and song lyrics using Archives. Use hubs for finding archival locations but do not link through them. Originally an AOL Journal, where the archive system was nothing like the system here, this blog was migrated from there to here in October of 2008. Today (Memorial/Veteran's Day, May 25, 2009) I discovered a glitch when trying to use a Blogger archive. Now, it may be template-related, but I am unable to return to S M or to the dashboard once I am in the Archives. Therefore, I've decided on this approach: a month-by-month post guide. The sw you see in the codes here stood for Salchert's Weblog when I began it in November of 2006. It later became Sprintedon Hollow. AOL provided what were called entry numbers, but they weren't consistent, and they didn't begin at the first cardinal number. That is why the numbers after "sw" came to be part of a post's code. ************** Here then is the month-by-month post guide: *2006* November: 00001 through 00046 - December: 00047 through 00056 -- *2007* January: 00057 through 00137 - February: 00138 through 00241 - March: 00242 through 00295 - April: 00296 through 00356 - May: 00357 through 00437 - June: 00438 through 00527 - July: 00528 though 00550 - August: 00551 through 00610 - September: 00611 through 00625 - October: 00626 through 00657 - November: 00658 through 00729 - December: 00730 through 00762 -- *2008* January: 00763 through 00791 - February: 00792 through 00826 - March: 00827 through 00849 - April: 00850 through 00872 - May: 00873 through 00907 - June: 00908 through 00931 - July: 00932 through 00955 - August: 00956 through 00993 - September 00994 through 01005 - October: 01006 through 01007 - November: 01008 through 01011 - December: 01012 through 01014 -- *2009* January: 01015 through 01021 - February: 01022 through 01028 - March: 01029 through 01033 - April: 01034 through 01036 - May: 01037 through 01044 - ******************************************************* 1976 Today: 2006/11 and 2006/12 -- Rooted Sky 2007: 2007/01/00063rsc -- Postures 2007: 2007/01/sw00137pc -- Sets: 2007/02/sw00215sgc -- Venturings: 2007/03/00216vc -- The Undulant Trees: 2007/03/00266utc -- This Day's Poem: 2007/03/00267tdpc -- Autobio: 2007/04/sw00316ac -- Fond du Lac: 2007/04/00339fdl -- Justan Tamarind: 2007/05/sw00366jtc -- Prayers in December: 2007/05/sw00393pindc -- June 2007: 2007/06/sw00440junec -- Seminary: 2007/07/sw00533semc -- Scatterings: 2008/08/00958sc ** Song Lyrics: 2008/02/sw00797slc ********** 2009-06-02: Have set S M to show 200 posts per page. Unfortunately, you will need to scroll to nearly the bottom of a page to get to the next older/newer page.

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Monday, February 4, 2008

sw00794piks-spring.trees.2007

For a closer look, click photo. My mood today, as it often is, is a shade of grey, and though Spring is over a month distant, seeing this helps to invigorate me. These trees proclaim the beauty of inner strength, for they survived a treacherous ice storm in January of 2007. Brian A. J. Salchert

Sunday, February 3, 2008

sw00793olp-Jeremy.Prynne

Last week a post on John Latta's blog introduced me to J. H. Prynne, a somewhat hermetic British poet who nonetheless over the years-- in 2005 a third edition of his Poems was published--has gained a substantial following, especially among post postmoderns in the U. S. and among people in China (where 50,000+ copies of one of his books were sold / and also because he has written poems in classical Chinese under the pen name of Pu Ling-en). [ Search Jeremy Prynne ] Latta's post also led me to Simon DeDeo's 2005 blog post, and to other sites where there were poems by him and reviews and essays about his work. - - go to John Latta's Monday January 28, 2008 post - Simon DeDeo on Jeremy Prynne - J. H. Prynne at Wikipedia - Postmodernist Poets by John Holcombe - in Jacket Magazine: at http://jacketmagazine.com/07/prynne-jk-rm.html Rod Mengham and John Kinsella "An Introduction to the Poetry of J. H. Prynne" - also at http://jacketmagazine.com/20/pt-chinese.html J. H. Prynne and Chinese poets - a review of Prynne's Poems by Devin Johnston - Robert Potts on Jeremy Prynne: "Through the oval window" - - [ 02-04-2008 note: What I have linked to or pointed to above/ I have read. Each is educative and fascinating; but, possibly due to my aesthetic openness, I remain ambivalent. However, there are some more-settled thoughts from others. Two of those: In an interview by Gopal Balakrishnan, Joshua Clover centers on "totality"; in an essay in issue #1 of his new e-zine, Simon DeDeo centers on "anarchy". ] - Brian A. J. Salchert

Saturday, February 2, 2008

sw00792st93-before.during.redesigns

Five to eight times this year I have gone through the entries in this journal: redesigning, correcting errors, and/or double-checking. Daily life needs and sanity diversions often interrupted those runs. On one run I deleted my name from most entries. Then, within three hours after posting an entry which did not reveal my name/ someone went to my archives, took a picture of it, and shared it with a large site as though that someone had written it. Somewhat reluctantly/ I put my name on that entry. A day later (best I could tell through a Google search) that large site had either hidden or removed it. Honestly, what I posted wasn't to my mind all that special; but I would not care if some other person or persons used it as the base for something better. The main point here is that: in putting my name back on my entries, I was led to make other design changes. Wherever I saw entry-specific redundancies, I deleted what was redundant. Example: If in an entry's subject "poem15" appeared, and in that entry's body "poem 15" appeared, I removed the "poem 15" in its body because the subject matter is always boldly transferred to the top of that entry's body it relates to. Another such concerns the name I have given my journal (blog). That name shows in archives; besides, I have concluded it is just an added distraction; and, what if I one day decide to change this journal's name. That is not likely to happen, but having to remove the old name from who-knows-how-many entries// would not be a pleasure. What is most important are the subject and the body text pertaining to the subject. So, to the bottom of an entry go those journal-related bits of info I consider useful: the link to the homepage, my name, the AOL-provided entry number. Of course, these bits are not/ absolutes. - Have been thinking about it over lunch: am going on an entry-#-removal tour/ because my rationale for posting them/ has lost what little validity it originally had. That is why the crust of snow we got Thursday is melting. . 10:49 PM - Unless I missed one (or more), my tour concluded at 10:48. Actually did not expect to get done today. Will need to go back and check links, a task which will take a long while. There are also some other not-quite-right situations. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Monday, January 28, 2008

sw00791st92-latest.redesign

Last night I began another major redesign of this journal (blog). This page will serve as an example of what I am doing, but here are some details. The number which had been in the upper left corner/ will now be in the lower right corner. That number aids me in that it is the necessary Entry number AOL assigns to each entry (post). Every URI/URL in this environment--as I made note of months ago--has a specific structure which must be adhered to. The last partition of that structure contains the Entry number for the URI/URL it pertains to. The second last partition is for the subject information. It is the only place where changes can easily be made. The words "Sprintedon Hollow" will only appear where needed. The link to the homepage is being moved from its top right location to the bottom center location. Entry-specific information will now be given immediate visibility. Example: when an entry deals with more than two topics, each topic will be revealed on that entry's first body-text line unless in the subject space I have provided a general identity for its topics. My "piks" entries are designed less strictly. What gets shown depends on the body text presented. Still, somewhere on each photo entry the number for that entry will be shown. On occasion a photo or a scanned object will be on a non-piks entry. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Saturday, January 26, 2008

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Venturings [ the following is an exhortation, but always use your best judgment ] Remember This Unless one makes the most of each moment, opportunities, experiences, one later/ wishes and wishes one had had, will be lost in the bin of could-have-been; and that person who/ lived a life parallel to yours/ but not as yours/ will have had the joys you let pass. Stand. Be bold those times when not being bold does nothing more than confirm your impotence. What use is a silence that engenders nothing. Better an act, a voice, that engenders nothing since from the latter/ empowerings might rise. Often, often, an opportunity once only/ comes, and you must not only be there for it, but recognize it for what it is, and seize upon it. There is no accounting for those signal mysteries that occur/ as lightning occurs, but occur as blessings, watch-God-moments, gifts from the universe; yet I have witnessed them time after time, and have many times/ said yes to them, and too many other times/ said no. Right into winter, if positioned to, dandelions bloom. Likewise rise. 01-25/26-2008 - Brian A. J. Salchert

Friday, January 25, 2008

sw00789st91-food.gardens

My father grew up on a small farm at the edge of the town I, years later, was born in. By that time, with help from some of his friends, he'd built a brick house on two lots he'd bought. It was a corner location less than a right-angled mile--along the sidewalks--from the place where he was raised. Behind his house he planted a garden, and from him I learned (among numerous other practical skills) how to construct a garden. Our garden, an Eden for us, seemed endlessly edible. At the back were raspberry bushes in front of which were rows of strawberries. Potatoes, tomatoes, string beans, heads of lettuce and cabbage, and peas, carrots, beets, celery and/ even asparagus: all were there. Why am I revealing this and revelling in it? Two poet sites I visit. This nation, and much of this planet, is too dependent on oil, a commodity which may have already peaked. Some are now saying oil is on its way to $200 a barrel for us, and capitalism--as we know it--is ashing itself in the face of it. Certain nations are already paying considerably more for a barrel than $200. Since so many of us live in cities where we do not have enough space for decent food gardens, my suggestion is: co-op gardens. Cities, counties, and states should set aside land for them. If a commodity upon which so much depends consistently rises in price, all those goods which depend on it will consistently rise in price. Getting beyond the need for oil appears to be the only happy-ending alternative. Our dependence upon fossil fuels is the main reason why this planet of conscious intelligent beings remains, in Michio Kaku terms, a Type 0 civilization. Civilizations which are Type 0 and--for whatever reasons--cannot pass to being Type 1 civilizations/ are candidates for extinction. Those of you out there who have food gardens appreciate the beauty of them. - Brian A. J. Salchert

sw00788v-36.poem34

Venturings [ The following may be a poem prose piece. ] Dead in Time Emptiness surrounds my heart. Emptiness pervades my mind. It's as if/ I've passed beyond. I feel as though I've ten times said all I care to say. Count me out. For even though I intend to ramble on, it will be about nothing. Several mornings ago/ under/ a clear sky frost clung in the grass, and on the roof of the building directly north/ sparkled as if studded with white gems. A passing passenger jet/ left only a/ brief trail. A lone icicle/ from that building's eaves trough stretched. This morning/ the sturdy bush's cardinal/ twice sang. Recently I read/ every choice a human makes is of no consequence because every human life is of no consequence. Emptiness, and not that kind some proclaim one ought to seek, haunts and haunts and haunts and haunts; for even though I cannot prove/ certain choices I have made/ markedly trashed my life, I feel they did. Therefore every move I make is just that: a move I make. My left thumb fiddling with the telephone cord. My right hand/ holding the pen that scratches upon the legal pad/ these nothing words. Follow me? What for? Do morbid ghosts intrigue you? My self- hatred ought to end me, but it won't. Change: Time and circumstances I know not of are what will end me. Until then I, by the force of my desires, will measure on. No dark night, no vacancy, will sunder me. Whate'er my errant choices, I/ will press ahead, adrift in the nothings I have spun. Accept, accept, accept, accept, this leftover shall. Peanut butter, a heaping/ tablespoon of, I just had/ with a Calcium / K / D pill. Earlier today, while flossing, part of/ another tooth may have broken off. Looking at the two pieces placed on a section of toilet tissue, I could not tell. Squeezing them, I could not tell. Perhaps they were part of an old filling, or a nut. The tooth is too far back to inspect. 01-24-2008 - Brian A. J. Salchert

Monday, January 21, 2008

sw00787st90-who.love.lyrics

Who Love [ On Saturday, 12 January, I went to bed early (10:30). Around 2 AM I woke up. An unfamiliar melody was coursing through my brain. Alas, I do not know how to write music or play an instrument. My voice is a weak voice, barely fit for speaking much less singing. I sang the melody to myself six or more times. Then words began to appear. Neither the melody nor the words are anything special; so I will explain how I think the melody goes for the words as they now are. Note: the one who is singing the words in this song and the one to whom the words are being sung are fictional. It is even possible no one is singing or being sung to. ] - The words: Oh love, there must be love, there must be love love love love, there must be love. Oh love, there must be love, there must be love love love love, there must be love. See how the birds are free, how the trees can be, how the seas are we. See how the birds are free, how the trees can be, how the seas are we Who love. There must be love, there must be love love love love, there must be love. Oh love, there must be love, there must be love love love love, there must be love. See how the birds are free, how the trees can be, how the seas are we. See how the birds are free, how the trees can be, how the seas are we Who love. There must be love, there must be love love love love, there must be love. Oh love, there must be love, there must be love love love love, there must be love. There must be love. There must be love. - The melody: Have been trying to learn a little about how music is written, and from what I have so far learned, it might be best to assume this song is in the key of C major. - The at-the-margin lines and the last two lines might be bass. The indented lines are definitely treble. Every word is a single syllable and a single note. My sense of this song is that it is supposed to be bland. - I'm guessing here, but I think the Oh love and Who love are whole notes with the whole notes for Oh and Who one note higher and the there must be love words are half notes (all the same note) Also/ it seems the be in the Who love lines is a higher note - the there must be words are eighth notes (all the same note) followed by a half note or longer pause the love love love love are quarter notes (all the same note) but seem to be one note lower than the eighth-note words - See is the highest note, but See and how in the 1st line are half-note words and all the other indented words are quarter-note words - The final two lines are shown are they are because it feels to me there should be at least a two quarter-beat pause before and after the second-last line. Brian A. J. Salchert

Saturday, January 19, 2008

sw00786st89-notices

Through my window/ may be discontinued, or be weekly or monthly or only occasionally; or become something different such as a series of poems. Topics in general - 1) This Sprintedon Hollow journal 2) Poetics and/or other poets 3) Non-literary realms 4) Autobio vignettes RTJ (Regarding This Journal) group - Most of the 18 RTJ entries were indentified by posting-date in their subject space. Today I replaced those dates with content-revealing words. For one the words are: why.aol. st entries - Just finished adding the place-in-series number after each st in its subject space for the 2007 st entries/ and removing the st# information in the body of each 2007 st. Earlier I took out the dates in the January 2008 st entries and put somewhat vague but understandable information in. After today I will be limiting, if I can, a given st to one topic/ so that I can show that topic in the subject space. Surveys - Surveys annoy me. Too many confusing questions with allowed answers that exclude the answers I would give. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Friday, January 18, 2008

sw00785st88-update.report

Not totally finished, but all the major updates have been completed and I've begun working on second-level updates. Have opted to let users know where to find certain entries in the archives, and reduce the number of internal links. Am also adding "whatz-there" info to st entries, and I may yet have to provide links in the new st directory. As you can see, I've kept the st #, but I'm in a quandary about it. If I decide in favor of the #, I will add a # to each of the older entries in the st group. If not, I will remove the numbers from January's st entries. Want to make this blog friendlier. So, unless somebody persuades me otherwise, tags and bold copyright notices on every entry are history. More descriptive Subject codes and what is at the bottom of this page are the new norm. It is 9:36 PM and I still am seeking places to improve this Sprintedon Hollow. May test all the available fonts. I like Verdana, but I wish there were a size between 2 and 3, or that 3 were smaller than it is. - Until I learn more about fonts, I will need to stay with Verdana 2 as the fonts available to me are Arial / Arial Black / Arial Narrow / Comic Sans MS / Courier New / New Times Roman / Verdana. Do not know why but true type fonts are weaker, i. e. they are lighter on an online page and therefore are lighter on a printout. The one advantage they have is that they allot an equal amount of space for each character, a fact which has its uses. I do use Courier New sometimes therefore. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Thursday, January 17, 2008

sw00784st87-2topics

Copyright Information - My project this week centers on replacing Copyright © 2007 Brian A. J. Salchert Thinking Lizard All rights reserved. (and the like) from each of this journal's entries with the statement at the bottom of this entry. Am presently about halfway through June 2007. Through my window - This apartment building is lengthwise parallel with the apartment building about 20 yards north, but this one (although the same size) does not extend as far west. The weed grass yard between the two is not level, and at this time of the year about 30% light tan. A walkway of spaced hexagonal blocks runs at an eastward angle from that building to this one, connecting two plank passthroughs between apartments in each building. That building is on lower ground, and a scant open culvert runs parallel to the buildings about 15 feet out from that building. This morning when I looked straight out a squirrel was moving along the walkway from there to here. That/ near/ 8:30 AM. Then 6 mourning doves/ closer to here were pecking in the grasses near the hex blocks. At 10:22, while I was seated on my computer stool, I noted dark things to my right. I went to the window and saw at least 50 starlings on or near the other building. At 12:51 PM in the sturdy bush the usual cardinal sat, and juncos flitted around. At 1 PM several starlings momently swooped in. Then I got seriously into re- doing my blog. More about the buildings another day. Much of today the sky was cloudy. It is cold, and a sprinkling of snow has remained on the grasses. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

sw00783stc-general.locator

[ last modified: 2008-03-25 ] 2008-02-07 Note: Am inserting a link to that st in a given month I conclude is of the greatest value. Where Sprintedon Tracker (st) entries can be found: In September of 2007 there are 5. poetics w/link to an essay by Richard Jackson about sound in poems In October of 2007 there are 23. read the poetry-related essays linked to In November of 2007 there are 22. hard words: from me, Jon Anderson, and David Bromige In December of 2007 there are 23. information about Jesus at site linked to is most interesting In January of 2008 there are 19. mostly information relating to this journal In February of 2008 there are 7. (93 through 99) In March of 2008 there is 1. After that entry I retired Sprintedon Tracker. - Note: this entry is an stc entry, meaning it would ordinarily provide links to all the st entries, but since there are likely to be so many, the simple system begun above should suffice. Just look for entries showing "st" in their codes. Though it may not be in each st, a little section now called Through my window is likely to be an st's first section. By the way, "st" could stand for many things, one being "Salchert's Trivia" even though there will be times when what is in one is not trivial. It is a journal/diary within S H. I've had similar ventures online in other places since 2000. - This is a new year, and st has already supplanted aih (As It Happens), and will probably supplant a (Autobio) and o (Opinions), and maybe the rtj (Regarding This Journal) series. I am still learning; so I can't be sure what routines I will settle into. More on that in the next st. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Monday, January 14, 2008

sw00782st86-2topics

Through my window - at 8:36 AM it was frosty breezy with crows cawing near the top of a semi-distant tree / It is now 10:43 AM and frostless clear. - If my writing about what I see through my window, however unimportant, must be classed as spam, someone's algorithm needs to loosen up. This entry is one of many in a journal within a journal, and is supposed to be a "your thoughts / your blog" space. God bless Thoreau. Site Map - Have two months left to remove site map links from: February and June. After they are updated, I may make some further changes. At 2:08 PM June 2007 no longer contained links to the site map. Long 104- entry February is next, but am first going to make some changes in jlctr. Other than one page I have not been to get into to edit, February's site map links have been removed. It is PM 8:45. 9:12 PM - Got into that one page, though I had to wait a long while and give it a refresh. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Sunday, January 13, 2008

sw00781st85-2topics

Through my window - overcast with a light chilly breeze at 9:44 AM 12:40 PM - Sky is becoming mostly cloudy. PM 3:39 - hazy clear 4:33 PM - chilly clear Site Map - On or near 11:33 AM I finished deleting August's site map links, but I also deleted another internal link which I'd placed on most of that month's entries. I then put in Homepage links. It wasn't until 10-09-2007 that I had a homepage. Made changes besides these on certain entries. Getting through the remaining 4 months is likely to take some time since I've been working from months with fewer entries toward those with the most entries in 2007. 5:58 PM - April of 2007 is done. 9 PM - finished May 2007. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Saturday, January 12, 2008

sw00780st84-3topics

Site Map Poetry Through my window Site Map - Yesterday I began another tour through this blog to remove site map links. It is 1:22 PM and I just completed removing them from the 2007 October entries. It is 6:22 PM and March 2007 is done. 8:58 PM - November 2007 is done. So/ Feb Apr May June Aug of 2007 remain. Will start on them tomorrow. Poetry - Over the years poetics and the making of poems have been central to me, but not consistently so. For a period in the 1990's an interest in mathematics became central. Since I began this journal I have returned to poetry, and have been trying to catch up on all the changes. It may be too late, but I prefer to believe it is not. I am on a difficult learning curve, but I have been on such curves before, not that I successfully negotiated all of them. The one truth in my favor is that I am aesthetically more open than most writers. Therefore, I am willing to experiment with styles I would otherwise ignore. So I have become acquainted with some poet bloggers, and have been reading essays and books about poetics and other poets again. I've also been reading reviews and participating in comment streams. At the moment/ it appears that some of my thoughts are regarded more highly than any of my poems, but then I have no proof how many of those aware of me have read even ten of my poems, which would be easy to do. I know from early experience, my diversity is both a plus and a minus. Only several times have I read poems of mine in a public venue. Hard as it might be, I may need to try/ reading publically again. Through my window - 11:42 AM overcast and calm - Brian A. J. Salchert

Friday, January 11, 2008

sw00779v-35.poem33

Venturings [ Originally written in 1973, the following poem is an imaginary conversation I had with Walt Whitman. It begins hyperbolically but laugh at it if you are so moved. It appears I felt a need to bolster my courage. ] Words for Walt 1 Walt, I am thirty-two and am making my charge at your supremacy. I have passed through Eliot and Roethke and have troubled Auden, and have read a thousand more, and have learned and loved them all. They have been to me as the phases of the moon, the vagaries of sunlight, the challengings of caves. It is time again to sum things up, for transformation. We have turned another century, yet much much more; we have entered the country of Hope-- all your dreams, sweet Walt, all your dreams! They are past and ever present but can not be changed, and for all you felt and yearned, you could not feel as I can, you could not yearn as I. It is time again for seeing, and today, Walt, I am ready, and so, Walt, is today. If in the grasses of evil and good, you in your grey beard stand, sensible, attractive, gathering, giving, all the more must I, all the more our race. It is time for transformation to a life we can barely dream of, or death; it will not come again. If we touch the soil rightly, and the waters, the air, what passages, what births! what mastery of time! 2 Oh human ageless Walt, how much we are alike, words hanging on words, lists, parallel constructions; and yet how different, your rhythms not my rhythms, your thoughts not my thoughts: and yet again alike, in our hearts. Much that I have written, Walt, is dead; the best that I have written is but preamble. Sleep with me. This woods we are approaching, let us dance and greet it. How much we are alike! 3 'uckin' root! Thought I'd missed it! Lift me. Blast it, scraped my knee. You'd think I lost my coordination! Now why did I-- hey, Walt, do you think-- beetled elm! They're dying on us, you know. Look, maybe we should sit a while. There. Huh, an oriole! Where is it? Again. There! And its elms-- will we miss its swinging nest, its bright colors and bright song, its special grace? Walt--hmm, that breeze feels good-- I love the touch of your rough hand. 4 Inside, most of this day, this fifty-degree March 12th-- student union, office, library-- inside, writing these words. And now I am in my apartment. It doesn't seem right. For neither as I would want all buildingsdown, should I want them foolishly lived in. And I have done so. Today, I think, I have done so. The sun scattered its pleasures for my skin and I ignored them-- the poet and his paper and his pen; vain beyond the moment's need, I stayed inside. Is it no wonder I wonder, am surprised at myself, am a joker full of sour puns. Somewhere, on the proud stem of a rose, sucking aphids rock; somewhere, on the walkway to a mansion, gray and yellow snow. Inside-- the habits that block awareness, the truths one tries to forget, the images that enlighten. 5 And now I hear you asking me, "What are you doing, young man?" And again, "What do you seek so pensive and silent? What do you need, camerado? Dear son, do you think it is love? Listen, dear son. . . ." And so I do: to the early robin honoring his love and possessing his land, to the thawing grass as it struggles back to green, to the teenage girls giggling, to the teenage boys yelling, their leather oxfords rapidly beating the sidewalk, to the hummings of cars and the grumbles of buses and trucks, to the ticking ticking ticking of my wife's white plastic clock, to the whispered ticks of my too-fast Timex watch. But, nothing. Yes, yes, it is love: a falling away from one, or so it sometimes seems, and a possible falling, unevenly, into another, but always behind my primary love--what I am doing here, the love I have for words. That, Walt, is why, at this uncanny juncture, my body and my spirit speak to you. 6 An end. I have come too close. The clouds ride high, and thin, through the leaves; where the sun has rested long, the air shimmers. Sometimes, a butterfly passes; sometimes, a bee; sometimes--there's a--I-- oh hell, I am just . . . tired, pale tired. Here it is, 1973, and people's thoughts still haven't opened enough, haven't cleared enough. So many of us (though few by comparison), so many of us must hide, for fear of losing our jobs, for fear of losing respect, for fear of losing our lives. An end: in the flowers at my feet, in the stones of buildings, in rivers of every description, in the turning of every wheel, from the mouth: an end. If I have gone too far, I have gone too far, I will go farther still. It can not be helped. The deaths I have suffered, the deaths so many yet suffer-- John, Bill, Anne. . . . oh the warped communications of loved ones, the black ideas that have warped love, have provided answers where answers can not yet be had. An end. 7 A beginning: a movement toward self, toward community, where every man and woman can walk as is, possessed of a sensibility the equal of light, the power and softness of light. 8 The oriole? It is night, night, without orange. 9 Settle. The sounds of the woods invite us, but we must not move, not even toward each other, especially not toward each other; we must keep our energies pure; the time is not yet right to mingle them. I leave you. Star above me, constantly changing, in color, in brightness, in position, in strength, probably dead, a black space or a great dark cloud, what moments of what eon of your boiling spirit hold me? What warmth, what variousness, traveled their thousands of years through static cold? who else this new moon night enjoys you? who else considers the ultimate trip of riding the conquering edge of your revelation? encourages you to make a wish on him? Starlight, imperceptibly present on my palm, ghost, welcome. What you tell me, I rejoice in; what you keep from me, I rejoice in, Where there is mystery, there is wonder-- starlight, I have just stepped back from myself, and see me here, sitting, babbling like a fool, and realize I am often like this. Foolishness is such a pleasant vice: games for one, fantasies; renewed through them, I am given depth, am given breadth. The breeze awakens again; and an oak leaf becomes a fluttering eyelid, and you what I do not want, the eye of a come-on girl. What you tell me, I lament; what you keep from me, I lament as well. 10 Midnight, and after, and after. Knowing, and not knowing. Waiting. Sleep. Dreams. With the rubbing of my hands, the orange sky and the orange leaves separate, the waves on Mystic Lake blossom and cry; I touch the nearest tree. 11 Snow. Sleet. All day, all day, snow, sleet. I had lived inside my cocoon, my cottage, for nineteen years, but now no longer. The birds about are hardy ones. In the streets of my self I dance, in the streets of others I dance; in the streets of others I buckle in regret. Seasons next to seasons, poeple next to people, gods next to gods, I mix with what I am. If you, Walt, blessed this earth, I will bless it again. = 3-19-73 Brian Salchert [ Since that date some minor revisions of "Words for Walt" have been made. It was originally published on the 2 center pages of the May/June 1973 issue of Milwaukee's GPU News. ] - Brian A. J. Salchert

sw00778st83-4topics

Through my window Health Tech Note Site Map Through my window - partly cloudy with rapidly eastward-moving cirrus and jet stream clouds / the apartment buildings' rooftops are lightly frosted. (9:33 AM) | 10:44 AM - The sky is clearing, the frost is gone, the air is calm. Health - an article of interest coutesy of Men's Health is available at body.aol.com/health/cures-uncommon If you choose to read a section of this article, read it fully and carefully. Tech Note - thanks to a suggestion from an AOL Live Help technician yesterday, I, after a lot of assurance checking, discovered that indeed my security had blocked (for my protection) a program I had recently downloaded and installed, a program AOL Journals uses, especially for those of us who construct HTML entries. So I unblocked it. What a markèd difference! Site Map - Have begun removing Journal Links Center (site map) links from all regular entries, leaving only a link to this journal's Homepage. For a long while I did not have a homepage, but now that I do and it is to me this journal's most important page, and there is a link to the site map on it, there no longer is a need to have a site map link on a regular page (entry). Have so far removed the one's I found in the 2006 entries, and have begun removing those in January of 2007. 5 PM is near, and I need to take a break. PM 7:31 - January's done. PM 8:31 - December 2007 was mostly okay. Made a few changes. PM 8:55 - September 2007 has only 15 entries. Besides the site map links, I deleted two other links. PM 10:13 - Got through July's 23. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Thursday, January 10, 2008

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Venturings End Around Endevion dockittour meteor ambit erst effluvia embryo san so it was where they were when they were where it was escrewviiay hahbramahsh ideo krahn the invalid crash the dollar-sign gong - Brian A. J. Salchert

sw00776st82-2topics

Through my window - somewhat cloudy with a slight breeze at 10:07 AM A weather report indicates strengthening winds and a chance of light rain. Temperatures are in the mid to upper forties. During the next five nights they will be below freezing. 5:33 PM - Closed the drapes. The grass is wet. Much of this day has been all clouds and little sun. This Blog - I do not like belaboring the facts about Sprintedon Hollow, but I want them to be understood: 1. Nothing in this journal is for sale, but neither am I giving it away. Therefore, whatever you take from and/or do with an entry or entries here, reveal it or them (e.g., sw00776st82-10jan08) and sufficient copyright information (e.g., © 2008 Brian A. J. Salchert). Obviously, if you link to one of my entries, that entry's subject and copyright information will show. 2. Though the ultimate value of my thinking and imagining as they are manifested in this journal is not for me to say because it is not possible for me to be impartial, I do have a sense of that value. Still, this sense of mine must ever be overshadowed by the judgments of others. Whether something I have crafted is framed and hung on a wall or made a part of another creative work, or whether it is praised or ridiculed or ignored, until it is no more, it potentially has a use. 3. This blog's subject designations are not conventional; neither are they secret codes. If you go to the All About Me sidebar section, you will see links to the Homepage, the Journal Links Center, and the Journal Codes Center. Those three places, in the order given here, are Sprintedon Hollow's most important. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

sw00775st81-4topics

Sidebar Notes Internal Links External Links Through my window Sidebar Notes - This AOL/AIM journal's sidebar has four sections: All About Me, Recent Entries, Other Journals, Favorite Sites. The information in the first was once more extensive, but I have moved it to S H entries. Although the most recent 10 entries are kept out of archive space, and so can be scrolled to, AOL/AIM does provide hyperlinks to them in the second Sidebar section. Apparently a 50- hyperlink maximum is allowed in each of the remaining two sections. What is in mine is not stable. That is, I do delete & replace. Those in the first of these are nearly all poetry blogs. Those in the second zip mostly to general sites, one of which is a help site for/ any who use HTML and need to know the ASCII code for characters such as the section sign (§). Internal Links - Moments ago 53 of these were removed from the links page for my 1976: in 2006 sonnet opus, and replaced by an archive note. 3:57 PM External Links - It wasn't until near the end of May that I began in earnest to link to other sites, but most of them pertained to the topic of my post (entry). In all cases, as I've already said, I felt that what I found there was worth reading, and therefore worth sharing. But sharing with whom? From what I've been able to determine so far, most of those who have encountered my blog are not the kinds of visitors this blog is meant for. So there are a few who come here whose visits please me, and I do not see a day when there will be more than a few. That is okay. This is a blog of one person's ongoing, one person's investigations, one person's thoughts, one person's creations. Loneliness is my milieu. Reclusiveness is my penchant. I take online trips from here in order to learn and bring some joy into my life. In this blog are numerous autobiographical posts. Do not assume something about me from a few posts. I am quite diverse. If I am such a hermit, I hear you ask, why am I revealing myself as I am? My answer is: Whether or not what I reveal has a value beyond my passage, I believe every human passage has value. Love me or hate me, what is here and will yet be here is a partial record of who I am. Because I'm a writer I, yes, someways/ promote myself. There are very few writers who do not. Writers also/ promote other writers, other creators. The promoting I do is next to nothing compared to what some others do. Long ago I became dissatisfied with publishing in the traditional way. The Internet, for all its limitations, affords me the freedom to follow my muses. I am Brian A. J. Salchert, and Sprintedon Hollow is not/ a fake blog. Through my window - Generally hazy and calm with rising temperatures, but at AM 8:17 frost still covers the grasses of this complex's yards. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

sw00774st80-5topics

Weather Technorati tags Links Comments Entries Weather - From about 5 PM yesterday until about 5 AM today/ the weather in southwest Missouri was dangerous. Strong winds, lightning, thunder. There were numerous tornado warnings. The electricity here was briefly cut around a dozen times before and after 3 AM. As it nears 9:30, Springfield's temperature is 51. It is likely--since it will be getting colder--that later/ Kansas's snow will enter Missouri. Near 3:30 PM these apartments lost power. It was fixed and back on at 4. The weather report I go to says there's a 30% chance of rain. The temperature is 37 F. Technorati tags - Haven't double-checked all of this journal's entries, but hopefully no entry has any Technorati tags. Never did learn how to use them properly, and at this time see no reason (so far as this quiet blog is concerned) to use them. I am not selling anything. Links - I have already reverted to using fewer links, and may revert further. S H is essentially a poetry blog, and there are nearly fifty poetry blogs I visit, several of them frequently; and I visit various poetry-related organizations. I welcome visitors, but long ago ditched this journal's visitor counter. Most links in this journal relate to this journal. No one is forced to click on them. They are for the convenience of visitors. When I've linked to other places, I have done so because what I found there seemed worth reading. If my poems and prose do not seem to you worth reading, so be it. My First Verses are/ just that. I did not place them up for their value, but simply to add perspective. Everyone starts somewhere, whatever the endeavor. I was 12 (maybe 11) when I wrote the Milky Way verse. At the time I thought I wanted to be an astro- physicist. That's why a link to astropix.html is in the sidebar section: Favorite Sites. Comments - There are so few comments in this blog/ I may turn off the comments option. I know of two poetry blogs I visit regularly which do not allow comments. Entries - Just went to the 2006 ones to edit out information which is no longer relevant, and to make sure/ tags were gone. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Monday, January 7, 2008

sw00773st79-tags.removal

8:25 AM - Have 3 months of Technorati tags to remove yet: February, May, and June of 2007. Will also be updating when I am informed or/ I may try to see if I can do so now. Not ready. Hope they are before the expected storms arrive. May's are gone. 10:55 - June's are gone. 1:31 PM - Amid 6 or so slow-to-respond entries, I finally got through erasing the tags in February's 104. If I did not error along the way, my journal is devoid of Technorati tags. Really, I do not need them. From this journal's site map, all but two or three entries/ can be found. The Sprintedon Tracker entries are not presently listed on a central page, and probably will not ever be; but they are numbered sequentially (variously), and I may add topic information on each one. May even change the URLs of last year's st's to match how I am doing them this year. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Sunday, January 6, 2008

sw00772st78-4topics

scanning problems photo files MS updates Technorati tags What a day! Woke up after 7/ not feeling well. Apparently my computer wasn't feeling well either, and when it did get back to operating as it should/ I discovered changes in the Programs section of my security software. I started to make a few alterations, but then undid them, and ran a scan. It went well but threw over 400 alerts at me. The most interesting-to-me of those alerts was one which had to do with 4 files I had mistakenly placed into AOL 9.0 Security's folder last year. I had tried to find that folder but couldn't. So, since alerts came up when a scan encountered those files, I paid closer attention during today's scan. After the scan, I went to that folder and sent those files to the Recycle Bin. - Have been learning tech things so rapidly I am not even sure what it is I am learning. Dealing with photos, both offline and online was the 2-to-3- hour venture next up. The first photo I placed in my journal I mistakenly chose the animation option for, but I let it be. Yesterday, it died. I did not know what to do. Also, yesterday I placed a clouds photo up as a large photo. It was fine, but not in archives space. Today I edited out the codes for each of those, putting the first one up as an image, and the second one up as size medium image. Did some messing around with the related cloud file offline, and while I did learn some things about how to use Paint, I should not have done anything with that file. 2 PM - Found out yesterday from a message from one of ZA's guru guys/ that Microsoft will be making several important update patches available this Tuesday. 5:04 PM - Am seriously considering eliminating all my Technorati tags. The tags in January 2008 and October 2007 are gone. Those in July and September of 2007, and the Decembers of 2007 and 2006 are gone. Those in the Novembers of 2006 and 2007, and March of 2007 are gone. 9 PM - Won't finish tonight but am going to remove some more. Why? Because Technorati cares naught for me; so why should I pretend it does. Also, after what I read about tags at one site and after what I read about, seemingly, a few tags of mine in the notes Google provided from another site I could have gone to, I decided now is the time. Those in August, January, and April of 2007 are gone. It is 11:26 PM. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Saturday, January 5, 2008

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sw00770piks-sturdybush

Brian A. J. Salchert

sw00769piks-yard

Brian A. J. Salchert

sw00768piks-clouds

Brian A. J. Salchert

sw00767st77-2topics

through my window Roman Catholic 10:55 AM - Sunlight's breaking through the clouds. Days here are getting warmer. Monday we may get storms. Heard a crow caw caw caw. Breezes are strengthening, so sayeth the pines. Might attend a Mass service this afternoon at the nearest Roman Catholic church. Has been over 5 years since last I did. That was in Gainesville, Florida. If I do, it will be for exploratory reasons, though there is some pull to return to being what is known as a practicing Catholic. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Friday, January 4, 2008

sw00766a-one.scifi1976sonnet

[ Note 1: Below is a sonnet I wrote in 1976. I am one-quarter British, and I now think it best/ to read it deliberately with an upper-crust British accent in a heavily-whispered supercilious tone. ] [ Note 2: Why? Andromeda is a galaxy which is in time/ expected to devour our Milky Way galaxy, and "Starships to Andromeda" depicts Earthlings as an evil Borg-like super-race. As such, its final two lines are its most difficult; and, if enunciated properly, its most acrid. ] [ Note 3: I copied and pasted it from sw00036usabys, which is from my 1976: in 2006; and can be found in the archives in November of 2006. ] [ Note 4: On this Saturday, August 2, 2008, I changed the title of my sonnet opus to 1976 Today. ] March: Year-day 74 Starships to Andromeda. Warps of time. Wherever there is emptiness, we fill and fill. Even black holes will learn the chill of our intrusions. Creatures/ so sublime, we suck a planet dead with such deft tongues, swarming through its airs, it's hardly awake by the hour we've swallowed enough to slake the top of our thirst, collapsing its lungs. "Bless us" we ask an eternalized God to bolster our mad insecurity, the fuel of our power, the reason no sensible reason is needed to prod our devastations of this deep orbed sea, this Eden of the fish of fiery snow. - Brian A. J. Salchert

sw00765st76-2topics

nature computer technology From what I read somewhere, the juncos that winter here in Springfield, Missouri, are slant-eyed juncos. Could be. Flocks of them continue to flit about, flaunting the white shafts on their tails. They seem to like using the bush I call Sturdy Bush as a place to sit while they look about. Sturdy is back to being an empty thing, its many wands curving tall-man up, laddered with twigs for bird blossoms such as the lone cardinal one. Got an answer to one of my questions at the ZoneAlarm forum. Also, my AOL/AIM OpenID comment was allowed by the admin- istrator of the blog I entered it at. Glad I put my first name and the first letter of my surname in the text/ because the ID on my comment is my screenname. Google asserts using OpenID will end spoofing. There's a YouTube video I want to post. Know a little about how to. Guess I'll just have to ready a page, sign in at YT, locate that video, paste its code, and attempt to copy it on the page waiting for it. On the WWW/Internet there is just no end to learning for those who are willing to learn. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Thursday, January 3, 2008

sw00764st75-3topics

jet exhaust clouds The Undulant Trees AOL/AIM OpenID Busy day yesterday, both on this computer and out in Springfield. Most of my online time was spent reading and watching. Still trying to figure out how to deal with several software programs. May try to learn about making and posting videos. Do have some photos of clouds I intend to share. Today the sky is clear// and all the clouds are jet exhaust ones. Took 4 photos of them through my bedroom window. Each of two of those caught a jet. Won't know for some while how they turned out. Went to archives to count what's in The Undulant Trees, a not yet complete book/ of mostly poems only incidentally about trees. In 34 entries are 88 objects: 1 ditty, 5 muttobs, and 82 poems. How many objects this book will contain when I sense it is complete is-- to me at least--an unknown. Given the variousness of what I am/ putting in it, its title is more metaphorical than descriptive. 9:15 PM - May have made my first AOL/AIM OpenID comment. Encountered the blog which is using Open ID last night. Tried to make a comment as I usually do, using my Blogger account. Did not seem to work, though the blog owner could have decided he did not want to allow it. Spent many minutes learning about yo Open ID, but never was quite able to understand it. That is why I went to give it another try. The process is fairly simple, but is more involved than the usual method. Anyway, the message stating that "your comment has been saved" did show tonight. - Brian A. J. Salchert


Tuesday, January 1, 2008

sw00763st74-this.journal

Since Sprintedon Tracker (st)--the ongoing interior journal in Sprintedon Hollow--often addresses more than one topic, the subject format will be as it is here today. The "sw" once meant Salchert's Weblog (the original name for this journal), but it now refers to the first and final letters in its new name. The "00763" indicates this entry is the 763rd in this journal. The "st74" indicates this is the 74th Sprintedon Tracker entry. As to topics, I am undecided, but two ideas I'm considering are: 1) having section topics (e.g. Weather) 2) using topic tags (e.g. Weather) Thinking Lizard is the name of my viable but dormant publishing company. It had been the center of my copyright line. The word "Copyright" I deleted a while back. Am heading toward having no copyright information on individual entries, but keeping what I have in my All About Me section. I know I do not need to show any copyright information, but I probably won't get to that stage. The one constant in Sprintedon Hollow is change. In that it is a microcosm of nature in general. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Monday, December 31, 2007

sw00762a-pdm.count3

Before I begin this poems, ditties, muttobs count: I have added 24 of my earliest verses (poems) to the other poems in the autobiography (a) section; and as there are now enough for e-chap status, I am ending that project and naming it Autobio Poems. This links to the main Autobio entry. Yesterday when I did a quick count, I found 11 in August, 11 in September, 7 in October, 52 in November, and 13 in December. Am fairly certain this is accurate, but will be checking another way today to be sure. Miscounted. December has 16. Therefore, 97 (not 94) is correct. So, 771 + 97 = 868 pdm's from 03nov2006 through 31dec2007. The others are: 1 in Postures 2007, 6 in Seminary, 18 in Venturings, and 48 in The Undulant Trees. Zip over to the site map (the Journal Links Center) for informative connections, or browse through the Archives for hazy connections. [ 2007-01-17 Note: 771 should be 768; so 868 should be 865 ] Brian A. J. Salchert

Sunday, December 30, 2007

sw00761st73-tagging

For the moment/ things remain normal at S H. Tomorrow will be an end-of-the-year pdm-count day. From the site map originally known as Journal Links Center, there are major links through which nearly every entry in this blog can be accessed. The one exception being the Sprintedon Tracker series. Since this series is likely to be the permanent ongoing journal within this journal, I have given each entry its own simple a/n code, but that is all. - 5:17 PM Changed st73 to 30dec2007st73 Brian and his crazy codes. On 09sep2007, st1 was posted. - Added date/st# tags in all the Sprintedon Tracker entries. - Honestly, tagging confuses me. Some bloggers use tag clouds, some don't use any tags; some use simple tags. My use of alpha/numeric tags and subjects might be daft, but the Google robots care not. Just did a quick count of poems posted since July 31: 94 If that count is correct, the number of my poems, ditties, and muttobs in this journal through tomorrow will be 865. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Saturday, December 29, 2007

sw00760st72-tech.forums

I have long had an aversion to forum sites, but the important experiences I have had at two technology forums this week changed my opinion about them. Thought is needed to use them effectively, but the best forums reward such care. It is after 5 PM, and though the sky is clear, Earth's spin is deepening darkness. The sun sinks somewhere/ I cannot see. Earth rising/ sunset is. It is after 11 PM, and I am waiting for an answer to a question. I doubt one will be posted tonight. Am hoping my concern is due to my lack of knowledge, and so is moot. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Friday, December 28, 2007

sw00759ut-34.poem

The Undulant Trees The Ghost in the Dumpster And there he was weeping and weeping and no one could make him stop who had tried so hard but ever had failed until even that which he did well seemed somehow a failure who wondered how he could go on knowing that with each choice he was slipping further behind and yet who had to however ever poorly he did. - Brian A. J. Salchert

sw00758st71-pop.song.favs

Overcast day. Overcast me. Over at The Suburban Ecstasies is a 1967 video of The Moody Blues playing their "Tuesday Afternoon". Knew about it yesterday, and it made me try to recall songs I like, which is difficult for my fog-pocketed memory to do. Have always favored songs about wind and songs about loneliness, but I have never analyzed my musical tastes. Here are some titles: "Dust in the Wind" "I Am, I Said" "Baker Street" "The Way It Is" "Key Largo" "Smooth Operator" "Pieces of April" "Norwegian Wood" "Turn the Page" "Wild Horses" "We Are the Champions" "Don't Fear the Reaper" "Bridge Over Troubled Water" "Ring of Fire" "Some Velvet Morning" "Free Bird" "Down In a Hole" "Imagine" "The Rose" "Magic Man" "The Breeze and I" "The Seventh Seal" "Ghost of a Chance" "The Lion Sleeps Tonight" "Stairway to Heaven" "Vincent (Starry, Starry Night)" "Ride Like the Wind" "Only the Lonely" "Amazing" "California Dreaming" "Breathe" "You've Got a Friend" "MacArthur Park" "Galileo" "Teach Your Children" "Cat's in the Cradle" "Me and Mrs. Jones" "Suspicion" - Brian A. J. Salchert

Thursday, December 27, 2007

sw00757st70-tech.lessons

Maybe all/ will be well/ but it's still too early to tell. Was able to get some program questions answered. Discovered www.neuber.com has an excellent forum. Of course they also want to sell products. When the name of a program such as mantispm is searched at Google, Neuber's site often comes up. Take a look. For my needs/ My Routine is not useful. However, the address bar is, especially now that it empties each time I sign off AOL. I use Go to get to AOL Search, and the arrow to get to a session's history. It is replacing my now deleted offline homepage/ which the house icon brought up when its file was the current page in Internet Explorer. One day I may go back to that method of connecting. Had been wondering why my firewall / anti-virus / anti-spyware product stopped giving the number of attempted intrusions. Learned today that the NAT technology in my wireless product blocks such intrusions before they get to the protections provided by the fw/a-v/a-s product. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

sw00756st69-Christman

Because they had worked before--even if only for one day, I went back to techagv's 12/16/2007 instructions. Skipped instruction C because after I'd completed instruction B/ I got a message stating my system was restored. However, having recalled from somewhere that a slower mouse speed might help, I lowered its speed one notch even though it passed the provided open/ close folder test where it was. Earlier I had made a number of changes in my browsers, my security, in AOL space; and I deleted my "offline" homepage. All this constitutes my Internet Christmas present to me. Took Community / Journals route to S H. Several days ago I sent the lyrics (along with suggestions for singing them) of a Christian-centered lullaby I wrote/ to the Wisconsin Province Jesuits headquarters in Milwaukee. This is the season for those lyrics. It would please me endlessly if someone thought well enough of them to compose music for them, and found a few people to sing them. But that is minor compared to what else I need to do outside the computer realm. Peace / Love / Community. [ Imagine the following sung by at least 2 female & 2 male shepherds as their visit to Joseph, Mary, and their heaven-sent child ends. The lines at the left margin should be sung in a rocking cradle song tempo, but slower on the final "Emmanuel Jesus" and on the two "sweet good night" words in the last two lines, with the first of these in higher rising notes and the second in lower falling notes. The indented lines can either be sung in a different melody with the highest note on the "we" words or simply spoken. They do not need to be in the order shown. God's gift to me/ to you. PM 8:19 CST - Brian A J Salchert ] - "Emmanuel Jesus Lullaby" A sweet good night, a sweet good night, Emmanuel Jesus, a sweet good night. A sweet good night, a sweet good night, Emmanuel Jesus, a sweet good night. We wish for You as You wish for us; we tend by You as You tend by us: A sweet good night, a sweet good night, Emmanuel Jesus, a sweet good night. A sweet good night, a sweet good night, Emmanuel Jesus, a sweet good night. We live in You as You live in us; we pray with You as You pray with us: A sweet good night, a sweet good night, Emmanuel Jesus, a sweet good night. A sweet good night, a sweet good night, Emmanuel Jesus, a sweet good night. Emmanuel Jesus a sweet good night, a sweet good night. 12/12/2007 Brian A. J. Salchert Truth About Birth of Jesus Christ -------

Monday, December 24, 2007

sw00755st68-travails

* * * Travails, travails. Bethle is hemmed in. There's no inn in the room. The center has been sold. Hither and Yon have wandered on. Go. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert

Sunday, December 23, 2007

sw00754st67-wish4you

~ ~ ~ Pleasant holidays and blessed holy days. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ------- Brian A. J. Salchert

Saturday, December 22, 2007

sw00753st66-3poets

Have a Sprintedon winter. Since I had other things to do, shortly after 3 PM I shut down this wicked machine. Around 3:50, while I was eating, darkness set in. By 4:10 the outdoor airs where swoopin' and whoopin'. Ten minutes later rains were streaming on the windows. Though I'd rather not toggle off the surge protector and unplug the two wall socket connections, I did; and went back to reading Auden's introduction to his selected Byron. It is PM 6:38 and the temp's heading toward 32, and gusts are again whoooushing. Could get an inch of snow tonight. 7:20 - Just returned from exploring the latest of John Latta's twisted and tangled and ever delicious ruminations at his Isola. However poorly I understand him, he is always a livening read, and the photos top and bottom of each post/ with their curt captions. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Friday, December 21, 2007

sw00752st65-aol.live.help

At 8:02 this morning there were 15 Mourning Doves at the apex of the roof of the apartment building just north of this one/ and a single Mourning Dove on a telephone wire between the buildings. They were having a foggy morning meeting. Notes about my journal edit troubles: - As I indicated in st64, my situation has improved, for now at least. - Since a LIVE HELP tech wished to know how things were going with me, I sent an email yesterday to one of them. Do hope they have read it because it contains useful information. I have kept copies of it. Still will be doing more investigating on my end. - Save button sometimes gets stuck. Cancel key did not get stuck when I clicked it moments ago. It is AM 9:28. - Well, made several security changes on my system. Seems to have made no difference. Did chat with tech person about blocking cookies from 2 ad locations. - 2:15 PM Need to know certain things it may be difficult to find out about. Found a site via Google which answered a question concerning TopSpeed & Footprints. I did 1 clearing action to find out more. Doing so did not get rid of my edit annoyances. Save button is back to sticking again on my first use of it. Of course, the last two times it didn't stick. Maybe it saw what I wrote about it. As I have 7 months of my blog to check, I'm returning to that need. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Thursday, December 20, 2007

sw00751st64-edit.problems

Still having edit problems, but they are slightly diminished because of a change I made in IE/ and also because I have found a more general way to stay connected to my blog. Am not going to share the details here. Want to continue my investigations for a while first. If the malfunction routine consistently stays as it now is, I can be assured that on my third entry attempt I will get the error message by which I know my edit has been saved. This means that after the second malfunction I can safely enter more characters. - Did a defragmentation which finished at AM 10:44. Helped a smidgen. Can't say whether it will last, but for now--though the error messages have not gone away--the Save and Cancel keys are not getting stuck. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

sw00750st63-ditzy

Hi. Well? And then again. Maybe not so high. Anyway. In the course of remorse he fell off his horse. Ney, ney. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

sw00749st62-editing

Did a lot of editing in spite of edit malfunctions. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert

Monday, December 17, 2007

sw00748st61-blog.snags

Deleted S H link in F P. Why? A post from Joe I found on G said to. Only 1 edit saved properly so far. Usually getting J i u / J i u / P c b f. J i u = AOL Journals is unavailable error message. Erases HTML edits. P c b f = Page cannot be found error message. Untrue: saves HTML edits. Homepage link saved properly. Tags are not saving. Went offline. Set hover for links. Returned here via Community. Got a tag to save. Still usually J i u / J i u / P c b f. Read sw00747st below. When a SAVE gets an immediate Done but the page does not turn over, the page must be closed out. That Done = dead. Yesterday, per instructions, I cleared the AOL Utilities cache to 0 MB and rebuilt the Adapter. PM 2:55 - I just did an AOL ARTWORK PURGE as per instructions. Sometimes when I click SAVE// nothing happens. Am going back to revising my journal. 8 PM Removed the dates from the other 60 st entries. It was not easy. It did not cure my editing problems. One entry kicked me out about 12 times before it went into the J / J / P routine. 9:27 PM Was offline and over at Google for several reasons. Found one possibly useful item in IE: days to keep pages in history feature. I've known about it but can never decide how many days to set it at. 400? Something's amiss in javascript. And it's been amiss since 11-27-07. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Sunday, December 16, 2007

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Tunnelling is still off, but I printed the instructions sent to me 12/11/2007, and followed them. I've lost my IE hyperlink hover as a result, but that is not as important as I felt it was. Since I never had to concern myself with footprint clearing before (especially on a daily basis), I do not get why I have to now; but my SAVE button is working properly again. Darn. T on. Tough day. Sent status report at PM 6:06. The Fates are snickering. Got more info. Cleared Utilities cache and rebuilt Adapter. It's PM 8:26. Will see how it goes. Re-instated old special IE homepage. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Friday, December 14, 2007

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Hazy day. Had a RAM upgrade installed this morning. Trying another fix idea. Birds about: blue jay, mourning doves, juncos, cardinal, and maybe a sparrow and a starling - Brian A. J. Salchert

Thursday, December 13, 2007

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PM 4:14 Overcast is becoming mostly cloudy. Today has been a Bill Knott and Franz Wright day.

See my Rhodingeedaddee blog rho00029 post. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

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The Undulant Trees (Do not know when I first wrote the second two poems.) Suddenly we turned the corner and then there was. § A Spinner of Emptiness Manifestations of Dionysus sputtering from the deep fire: blue jays, sparrows, cardinals, gulls draw and draw him to his bedroom window; & even, maybe, to a tittering smile. Still, as the sun tucks itself in, his thinking ego, tossing his body back & back, stands awake and into the darkness spins a web with which to snatch Eternity only to--as the sun shakes--undo it again. And yet, and yet, he cannot stop-- who dreams he is of Apollo-- trying to figure his being out-- or is of Dionysus, or also, or neither. Sunk in his rocker, he'd clap from his head/ the incessant birds. § Arthur Joe All his life the 12-foot wall trapped his desires; attracted him; beat him down whose salient gift was a small stature; yet, once again (having thought, trained) he presses through the undergrowth to try to leap to grip its top in the sharp sun, only to have reaffirmed-- on his scraped knees & scraped arms-- the concrete's sealed dominance, and the two stones sullen beneath a film of water where he sits/ dreaming of salmon. = Aurthur Joe (most recent version) All his life the 12-foot wall trapped his desires, attracted him; beat him down whose salient gift was a small stature; yet, once again (having thought, trained) he presses through the undergrowth to try to leap to grip its top in the sharp sun, only to have reaffirmed-- on his scraped knees & scraped arms-- the concrete's sealed dominance and the two stones sullen behind a film of water where he sits, teetering, tottering, shadow against shadow, dreaming of salmon. (2006-10-08) - Brian A. J. Salchert

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

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My SAVE button problem was fixed by an online AOL technician. I have sent a (no text) email to Joseph Manna about it. All I had to do was follow his instructions, two of which involved clearing files in Internet Explorer. I requested that he email me his instructions. He did. - For Live Help go to Settings. Once there, scroll to bottom of page and click on Contact Us. Click the link to Live Help. The weather in SW Missouri is in a state of uncertainty, but it is considerably warmer than it was yesterday. That means/ if this area gets anything, it will be rain. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Monday, December 10, 2007

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Venturings April 18, 1970 (Saturday) 1 Dreams?--we have them all, Climbing into our deaths, Rising through the roots of every tree. Do I need to tell you something? Do I need to touch you? There is more; there is more than we. Cycling through the winds of middle morning, Anthologies in my briefcase in my basket, The growing clouds devour me. 2 We are old once only, Climbing into our deaths, Rising through the roots of every tree. Do our differences divide us? Do I need to touch you? There is more; there is more than we. Leaning over my desk, Anthologies in my briefcase in my basket, The growing clouds devour me. 3 Leaning over my desk, Cycling through the winds of middle morning, Do I need to tell you something; Do our differences divide us? We are old once only. Dreams?--we have them all. (1970) - Brian A. J. Salchert

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The Undulant Trees As the Eye Can See at the flick of a thought a chair moves from here to Saskatchewan all the hairs on my head were hay for Pizarro's horses the dreams of lettuce are heavy with stars not even nothing holds its own having a name (1972) § Yes, Archibald MacLeish, we who with words would tease, please, deepen minds, spirits, bodies, hearts-- Homers, Virgils, Dantes, Shakespeares-- will not be by Beauty stood dumb in a corner, our behinds to the world so the world's flicked darts stick in them. (????) - Brian A. J. Salchert

Friday, December 7, 2007

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PM 5 -- Praise to the techs! My blog is back in Community / Journals. ------- Brian A. J. Salchert

Thursday, December 6, 2007

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This afternoon while reading Eileen Myles's "The Sadness of Leaving" poem it occurred to me that people who commit suicide do so not because they want to be dead, but rather because they believe they are dead. About the ways of making poems I prefer not to say anything. About the way a specific poem is made I might have a word or two to say. I have written "experimental" poems, and Wallace Stevens has said that all poems are experimental. My tendency is to agree with him. Still, some poems seem to me to be nothing more than debris aloft in the air as if in a tornado or a hurricane. Other poems seem too simple, too stolid. Warning: If you have a weak bladder, do not read a poem by Paul Violi. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

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The Undulant Trees And Who Am I? I am Tantalus, Sisyphus, Narcissus; I am he who quests eternally, and who eternally is/ frustrated. (1988) § At 47 she feels like a bankrupt company; or, if not bankrupt, deeply in debt; and doesn't know whether a month from now, a year, will feel the same, or worse, or better; but does know arrogance will not do, nor condescension, nor--even-- the need to prove to those who might invest in her that she is good (real good) and can in time turn around, for such abet liquidation; yet, would the genius in silk laugh at her, the genius with the flyaway hair almost imperceptibly smile? - Scintillant green, deep in the wood, they tell me not to talk to you. Let them. Many things are pathetic, cast against cerulean. (1988) - Brian A. J. Salchert

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Not a good night. Didn't get to bed until around AM 12:20. Wasn't in bed long when I thought it best to go to restroom. Between 2:30 and 3 I awoke. Not sure why, but I went to restroom again. Nothing. Went back to sleep. Was awake early. A black chihuahua lives with its owner in the apartment left of mine. Had a vision of it sitting off to the right of my bed near the desk my computer tower is on. It barked at me once. I said to it: "What are you doing here?" Then it faded. Blustery out. My furnace's response was to heat less well. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

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        Birth
 
 
 
 
Venturings              picture-poem              click pik to enlarge
 
 
(date of composition unknown:
 likely between 1965 and 1975)
 
 
 
 
 
 

- Brian A. J. Salchert

Monday, December 3, 2007

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Our nation's forefathers were highly intelligent, but they created a structurally-flawed nation. It is a democratic republic, and republic is the key word. For many years I have maintained in one-on-one conversations that this country may well be "the home of the brave" but it has never been "the land of the free". "These United States"--see the morrisonhimself comment--need to be reconstructed. However, this post will only address the Electoral College issue because it is the core reason so many of this nation's citizens do not vote. The Maine-Nebraska method is an insufficient improvement. Inherently, the Electoral College cannot be fixed. The Electoral College idea subverts democracy. (Of course, "democracy" is a dirty word; and "of the people, by the people, and for the people" is a pile of doo-doo.) "Politics is the art of preventing people from taking part in affairs which properly concern them." Paul Valéry Tel Quel 2 (1943). See Quotation #163. Before any other federally-mandated institution is, the Electoral College must be garbaged. There is not one argument in its favor that stands up. The distribution of US citizens cannot be accurately accounted for by even a census every year. Circumstances, natural and otherwise, constantly keep people on the move. Giving a state to a candidate who won by 70% is not the same as giving a state to a candidate who won by 55%, even if the population in each is relatively equal. Red states, blue states, purple states: the conception itself is anti-freedom. Wyoming gets 2 senatorial votes and California gets 2 senatorial votes: what kind of crock is that? What I'm saying is not that California ought to have more than 2 senators, but that the supposed checks and balances the E C provides is untenable. There are other problems: 1) the voting age 2) citizens who don't vote (for whatever reasons) are automatically disenfranchised 3) balloting systems are too diverse and unreliable 4) the ways in which campaigns are conducted, to say nothing of the cost of them. About point 1: The age at which one is allowed to vote should be the same age in every state. Sometimes states' rights = states' blights. Maybe each state should be its own country. Wouldn't that be the cat's diapers. Have so far not founda state-by-state voting age chart. Read this pertinent cogent argument for lowering the age to 16. About point 2: Say that in a general election 30% vote for Bluu, 25% vote for Redd, 5% vote for Purp, and 40% vote for Nota. I think every ballot should include a "None-of-the-above" option. I think such an option would encourage more citizens to vote, especially if it were accorded its rightful power. That is, if the majority of citizens chose that option, then the election in which it occurred should be considered null-and-void. Well, do you or don't you want a democracy? & what about Americans who are in prisons in this country? About point 3: Every ballot across the land should have the same look. None of this filling in an oval or punching this or that with a machine. A simple X to the right of a name, of a yes, of a no would suffice. Special assistance should be given to those who are handicapped but are able to choose. About point 4: We live in a capitalist society, a fate which is both good/ and evil. How/ many/ of our leaders are poor? We persist in a veritable oligarchy which, if it had its way, would happily become a tyranny, if it hasn't already. Alexis Tocqueville saw this coming. The birth of These United States was marked by an undesired but necessary violence. Nothing prevents it from being reborn by a similar undesired but necessary violence. Our own Declaration of Independence recognizes that possibility. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal; that they are endowed by their Creator with certain inalienable rights; that among these, are life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. That, to secure these rights, governments are instituted among men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed; that, whenever any form of government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the right of the people to alter or to abolish it, and to institute a new government, laying its foundation on such principles, and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect theirsafety and happiness. And it goes on, though in a more cautionary tone. Read it. - This is an annotated text of the Declaration. Scroll down to it. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Sunday, December 2, 2007

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------- Poetry Hut - item 7. Singapore poet, Cyril Wong ~ Brian A. J. Salchert

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The Undulant Trees Funning with my imagination suddenly the eagle come alive jerks the Kleenex out of its bowels white & frightened like a dying fish bits of ivory fluff turning the colors of shadows rush beneath my barely opened windows invade my neck my voice box spits screaming blue-black ropes all the leaves are popped-out eyes twisting away i speed through a rainbow maze brown rows of mud arcs of green corrosion red plumes stunned by a million grinding teeth covered with cobwebs the odor of crushed Gingko fruit my body floats like a cork in a spout / catches on the tongues of a whirlpool the teeth part secluded spiders crouch at my approach * staring at the lowest orange disk on the four-color windchimes i center on one pale rectangle & find in it valleys hills mountains & every shade from near-transparent to triple orange vibrating vibrating & the mountains flow to the valleys & the valleys to the hills slow slow slow & each shape resonates a soft squeezing the juices of mandarin of tangerine & the beat picks up & the smooth edges roughen a cloud of exploding stars a cloud of exploding stars a cloud of exploding exploding d g in o l p x e slivers of orange-filled mirrors whistling - (1971-2007) - Brian A. J. Salchert

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The Undulant Trees Blinks Her eyelids snapping the dandelion air the photographed boy is so simply brilliant fuzz that while she wishes for clarity her turning head drifts him behind a bridal wreath and all at last she recognizes can not be held (1968-2007) - Brian A. J. Salchert

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The Undulant Trees Postscript to Doctor Zhivago Rummaging among the shards of jugs and men or floating between the stars, we turn ourselves to whatever we find; to whatever we turn we find ourselves: leaves of a birch scratching the ground or the consecrated wine; buds inhaling the bright wind, opening, or broken shelves. (5-5-69) - Because I Move menageries wander about me their cottony bodies catching on bricks, grasses, etc. gyrating off into birds waves (1971 ?) - As I Said one must but then there are times oh you know don't you (?) - My Walking Stick There is an evil in my bones I cannot kill, not even with a metaphor made by God; so just outside our metal door, when I would sleep, a black and black-&-white cat yeowl and brawl. There is an evil in my heart. It eats my will. (1990 ?) - Brian A. J. Salchert

Saturday, December 1, 2007

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Linh Dinh's Borderless Bodies book of poems was recently awarded. * 12.01.07 See Magic Smoke main message about journals. * Three important technology breakthroughs: stem cells without the embryos . clean energy . printed silicon technologies * What comes out of a literary canon? Nothing other than heavy word-balls whose sole purpose is: to hurt people. Someone needs to change the metaphor. It just doesn't sound right: pun, pun, pun. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Friday, November 30, 2007

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The Undulant Trees Cherry Mars (for Stan Apps with a nod to Ed Dames) I wonder what, deep in their planet, the Martian robots think when they see Cadbury chocolate seeping into their hoary caverns? (11/28&30/07) § Trussed Invader (for John Latta) Latta, I love the way you write poems and prose of spiked delight. If only I had a proper brain with which to un- derstand your rain. (11-30-07) § For your chances are incredible, cutting as diamonds, relentless as beets. I'm almost afraid to finger them. But, as you can see--well, behind the scenes--my fingertips are deeply red and freshly sliced in the scars and scabs and in between, you have to laugh, possibly. Still, I still favor your anteFitts appearances despite "The Wheelchair Butterfly" and "Poem to Some of My Recent Poems", wanting (in my fingertips) the soft coral color and the tell-tale etches to be more visible again through the lightning scars. (circa 1984) ------------------------- - Friday, November 30, 2007 - "Success Comes to Cow Creek" - Brian A. J. Salchert

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Venturings A Cardinal of Consciousness So I, as Adam, am namer, if I accept Adam, as with so much else. Yet what I name, giving sound to percept, a trope of a trope, will never thereby be yanked from the mystery of its shining essence however splendid and human-catching each name I choose. Still, aware of my intolerable solitude, I eye and ay, out of my brightnesss drawn to a brightness difficult to view, praising and damning it and my inadequacy in my voiced need to do in you exactly what had been done in me in spite of how well our differences impoverish that. Heliacal, sun of a sun, reality wrangler, complexity of complexity, paradox of paradox, imager, I scream "Rahg!"; thump my chest; zee my name. (circa 1985) - Brian A. J. Salchert

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Sent an important email to the Social Media blogmaster. If I do not get a response, either directly or indirectly, I am going to post it. - 4:32 PM -- Here's part of the response I got: . "Thanks, Brian. We're working on a huge follow-up post that addresses the many concerns and questions that people have had." . . . . "Re: Journals page. We know the lack of Journals are there, but we're working on fixing it." - For me this is satisfactory, but every AOL user needs to be aware of it. This blog, being what it is, does not attract many visitors. Yet, this is top-now AOL news. 12.01.07 - See Magic Smoke main message about journals. - Brian A. J. Salchert

Thursday, November 29, 2007

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an AOL blog my other blog poet Gustaf Sobin In the Social Media Blog under "Welcome to the New People Connection" the comments worth reading (in my opinion) are: #6 from Joseph Manna / #19 / #34 / #68 / #72 / #103 / #114. § I have a Blogger Blog (Rhodingeedaddee) I am using for special purposes. None of my poems will be posted there. Today I'm going to begin posting an abridged version of old autobiographical pages which were in another Internet space for about six years before I started my current blog here. - The first page is up. § On page 317 of Paul Hoover's Postmodern American Poetry is information about a poet born in 1935, a poet I had never heard of: Gustaf Sobin. Was surprised to learn/ his poetry aesthetic is at base the same as mine, but I prefer his description of it. ------------------------- Gustaf Sobin - Brian A. J. Salchert

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

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Autobio Had another one of those dreams shortly before I last woke/ in which I am the main character, but in which things are all in disarray and I am constantly frustrated; but the setting in this dream was not some motel or hotel where I was night auditing, it was the house in which I was raised, but during a time some years after/ when it was going through another renovation. My vague at-a-distance wife made a minor connection with me at a time I was supposed to be about to leave Wisconsin and go to Idaho, but I was unprepared. I had forgotten things I needed. I therefore went back to the house, where I immediately became lost. At one point several women, who seemed to be servants of some kind, passed by me. Then two tall men showed. I felt threatened by them; yet, every few moments they would kiss each other deeply. That's where the dream ended. ------------------------- Stanley Kunitz and - illusions, delusions, hallucinations - Skanky Possum founders - Brian A. J. Salchert

sw00724st48-blogging.notes

Found another interior way to get to my blog. The steps are: Click Community, then Journals. If this takes you to the Blogs page, enter one word in the Search Blogs space that relates directly to your blog. My blog's name has two words. The first of those two is the most significant and unique. Type in your one word and proceed to search. This will take you to a page that--in my case at least--appears to be unhelpful. Do NOT read the search suggestions if this is what occurs. Scroll down to Journals in the box at the left and click it. This should get you to a link to your journal (blog). That is the way I got in moments ago. Also, yesterday I placed a link to my blog in Favorite Places. One other thing: though I do not know if it matters, I decided to turn on Safe Search. - Regarding Chat: Once you get to the general area, you need to choose a topic, and so on from there. I am not a chat user so I cannot tell you more. - Regarding Profiles: Put the screen name you use in the primary search space, but do not search. Beneath this space advanced choices are given. I chose to limit country to United States. Beneath the choices is a gray search. Use it. That is how I got to my profile. What I found there I liked. ------------------------- Brian A. J. Salchert

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

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Venturings Michelangelo, your body strong taut like the bodies your hand so deftly paints fills my eyes my heart all the while you concentrate on the altar wall with dreams of creations our bodies together speak of the glories of God me pubescent you mature & the wind full of rain the wind full of sun the elements the plants the animals living dying living again until every woman every man accepts & praises the differences that are themselves that are each one - - - - - "Michelangelo," was originally published in "the fifth season" Wisconsin Review Vol. 14 No. 2 & 3 1980 p. 36 under my Alden St. Cloud pseudonym. - Brian A. J. Salchert

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The following is a comment I made 25nov07 on Silliman's Blog. It was an attempt to insert some levity into the comment stream because all the comments were responses to Ron's comment- control decision. Since what I tried to do did not work, today I suggested the removal of my comment. Will check later. Change of direction, I think. - Took the link ride to Gatza's PDF. I have read The Chinese Notebook. This is about the pot holder called "boppo": If said pot holder had a loop sewn near its opening, a loop through which one finger could be slipped, then--and this may be from childhood memories of mine, if one does not place one's hand into the pot holder, but does place one's index finger through the loop and one's thumb inside the pot holder and one's other 3 fingers of whichever hand one is using/ outside the pot holder, and whacks someone on the head with it, the pot holder instantly becomes a "boppo"--no? Silliman posted my levity and remove comment, and/// did not remove my original comment. So there you are. * AOL changed things again without even a note on Magic Smoke, and where they did have information it was insufficient. Besides, the feedback link takes one to an email connection which appears to be fine but causes an error message which voids attempts to use it. Users of products need instructions which are step-by-step/ simple and clear. How did I get here? I'm not going to tell you, but I did find a way. It is not a way, however, I prefer to take. - Got a response from Joseph at socialmedia.aol.com. He suggested an alternative which is similar to the way I had found: bookmark http:// peopleconnection.aol.com/blogs Also, the last comment at the time I was there is by some Steven. He obviously understands and uses much of what AOL provides, but he did say--which is true--the editors blog list needs to be updated. Even though I may never use most of what's available, his comment was interesting. - About getting back to this blog: I knew (as Joseph said) I had to go from the Main page to the Blogs page. I also knew about clicking on the update your blog link but that was getting me nowhere. In the upper right corner--which cannot be seen unless the page is widened--is a Sign In/Sign Out box. My screen name was showing Logged in. Now, if I have remembered this correctly, when I clicked on the update your blog link, I was taken back to the Main page/ where, when I clicked on the Blogs again, I was taken to my blog. I will need to try this circuitous routine again to make sure that is what I need to do. - Thank you. - Just checked the routine for getting to my blog. It is correct. One thing though: When I left here, I just clicked the x box in the upper right corner, which was the common way to leave. When I returned via Community / Journals, my screen name was still showing Logged in. My sense is that that now exists for security. Therefore, it appears that after I leave via the x box, I need to return to Community / Journals and Sign Out. - Well, my method for getting in stopped working. - Ended up placing a link to this journal in my Favorites. * Brian A. J. Salchert

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